• 6:00 AM, Friday, October 30, 2009
People, they disappoint you.
I hold grudges.
And somehow I'm still disgusted by what happened.
I don't understand, and you never bothered trying to help me to.
You never, acknowledged side of things because you were too busy focusing on yourself.
Yes, I understand, you too need to get stuff off your chest.
But sometimes, I wonder if I did the right thing keeping quiet and acting like your worries were more important then mine. Acting like whatever I felt did not matter.
All this time, I still hold a grudge.
And I can't decide if it's a good thing or not.
Labels: Workings of My Mind
• 9:01 PM, Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Worn Out. Running on Panic.
It has been an awfully long time since I've last been here.
I do not know what to make of it.
Labels: Random Rambles
• 8:08 PM, Saturday, September 12, 2009
All Of Me.
If people were rain, I was drizzle and you, a hurricane. (:
Labels: Love, V-Han
• 7:50 PM, Friday, September 11, 2009
woot woot!
Dear Lover,
Happy 5monthsary. (:
I love you. xx
Labels: Love, V-Han, V-sary (:
• 3:03 AM,
One on Love
No one ever said love was easy.
Look at those who made it, those who got the person they truly loved. I’m sure all of them have a story. Who ever said that you don’t have to fight for the person you love, fight against the odds, hang on with dear life.
If love was meant to be easy, what’s the point?
I believe that if that love, is something you have to fight for, and something worth fighting for, in the end, after all you’ve gone through, that’s when you see how much it mattered. How much it was meant to be.
How much, love can be.
Love, was never made to be easy.
And this makes it even more beautiful than anything else.
Labels: Love, Workings of My Mind
• 5:14 AM, Thursday, September 10, 2009
Bleh.
I really should learn how to prioritize, and well, be motivated - constantly.
I can't keep doing this.
Yes, I remind myself everyday, but why can't I seem to care?
Seriously, I think I need a shrink - hahaha, to help me care wtf.
Labels: Hair-Pulling-Stress, Random Rambles, Workings of My Mind
• 11:51 PM, Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Only. Always.
Your words, soothing.
They cover me like a blanket.
There's no need to worry.
No need to wonder.
It's you.
It's not everday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect in every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that its you - that I want
I don't care if I act like a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Stupid for you
Labels: Love, V-Han
• 5:50 PM,
Round. Shaped.
Maybe I too should puasa, just so I can stop getting rounder. Which drives me to feel bad about myself, and indulge in food just so to drown out the low self esteem, which is probably why I'm getting rounder in the first place. -____-
Vicious Cycle.
Labels: Random Rambles, Workings of My Mind
